Yes, the belief is still there in me. But, when would that happen? I feel like a bird whose wings have been clipped off. I want to fly, I want to feel the blue blue sky, I want to feel the wind against my face, I want to feel free. But, what I am feeling now is all choked up. I am being strangled so hard that I am now finding it difficult to breathe. Someone once told me, when things are not under your control.. just smile. I tried, I did try. I tried to forget my problems and forced myself to smile. It worked for a minute and then off it went.
I wonder how far can I go on. Till how long I can bear all this. I so wish to break the rules and live life by my terms. I want to scream "it's my life" but I can't . It's not my life any longer. I have choices. Both, choices are good. But they are both conditional choices. And the best thing, I loose in both the choices. Now, isn't life beautiful.
I still love life!! I still love God's creation and I still can manage to smile with tears filled in my eyes.
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